ninja bob

huh????

These days; I head keep turning circles!! this is one of the reason ;p

Pissed off

*Misunderstanding by circle of friends

*One of the party dis-cooperate

*One of the party is curfew

*One of the party is not appreciate someone's effort

*One of the party is have attitude problem

*One of the party is not caring

*I will not believe it ANYMORE!!

*Ur not the one who not complete me

*Bye! It's over!

*Go find back your originals

Just a small town boy;

Living in a lonely world;

He took the sleepless night in a park;

The park is breeze in the night;

As he warm himself in a jacket;

And he feels lost in himself;

And the moon shines on a shadow;

He saw the shadow like a stranger;

It gets closer to him;

Just a city girl;

Living in a sad world;

She was freezing and sobbing;

She saw the shadow in front of her;

It's a shadow of a stranger;

She feels the warm and safety from the shadow;

She sits beside the shadow;

It's a lonely boy from a small town;

She din't said anything to the boy;

The boy shares his jacket to her;

As the warmness are being shared;

She feel safe and no tears and sorrow;

The boy hugged her for not letting the warm away;

He pleased the lonely girl to say by his side;

And promised that won't letting her go from his side;

The lonely girl lean on his shoulder;

She feels love, kindness, and like no other;

As she promised the lonely boy too;

In the cold midnight;

Both of them will not let go,until the sun shines;

As they shared their past moments in a warmest jacket;

When the sun is rising;

Both of them watched the sun rises in the East;

Feels the world upon them;

When the ray of light goes stronger;

He could not feel colder;

It is not the sun;

Beside of his shoulder of her;

Disappears part by part in every second;

He could not feel of her love anymore;

The clock is ticking;

Buzzing sound woke him;

It's a dream;

A dream that he wishes;

Foolishness of himself;

Could not find the love;

Every night by night;

Every second by second;

He waits for her in the park;

And the city girl never back again;

He can feel that she wishes him for his happiness;

And the boy will not stop whatever it costs, waiting to reach out by his arms;

(not a writer; not a poet)

(not a perfect; not a complete)

(wanted to say: I love you, you complete me!)

(but it din't happen)

RE-tard-ED

These days, are really up's and down's for me, I do think people have nerves system, so do as I have.

I really can't get 100% along with my efforts because of you which drives me in a swing mood!

Until the exam ends, I was dumped, and get humiliated!

I do have feelings,not a robot, did my efforts to be with you, but almost got you, and you really hurt me badly, VERY BADLY enough as I gone through. Giving the reason which I feel ITS UNACCEPTABLE.

Previously having an affair with you, I already closed the case, but you brought back the relationship again, as i assume that you wanna be serious for this time, but you din't. All the amorism, is just vanished into the thin air!

For the 2 weeks of the semester break, Nearly everyday I had bad dream! I DID TASTE THE BITTEREST, so far. I already tried to get rid of it, but it's really hard, need a lot of time though.

I'll hand out the best of my efforts to you, and to be in the 1st in my life, but, do you think of, I spend my efforts, time, feeling on towards you, which is a very serious, and you just easily throw on me???!!

I REALLY MISERABLE RIGHT NOW, I'M NOT A BOY TOY, WHICH U CAN DO WHATEVER TO IT! (respect and honor my feelings please!!)

(guys, and girls do have feelings, yes, it's true, but do think of this, starting a relationship, you can say that it's not interest to be with each other, it's fine. But not on the 70%, which brings me confidence, but, it just like a snap of finger *snap*, ITS GONE)

(just wanna shout out my expression,currently in the patching process, things might get rough!)